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in need of a change

Fri Jan 9, 2009, 1:52 AM
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Sweeny Todd
  • Reading: i need a new book
  • Watching: Sweeny Todd
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
You ever just NOT know what your doing?

During the day everything's fine, but when you can just sit and think, you have no idea what you're doing?

I reflect alot, and the more i reflect on what i do, the angrier i get, the more frustrated i become with myself.

It's like i need go and change my ways again...
but i don't know if have it in me again.

It's odd... how I can be successful and at the same time such a failure.

I never planned my life this far ahead... not really planned like i had up to this point... and just letting it happen isn't working so well...

All i know is i gotta figure it out quick or there wont be much to figure out.

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  • Current Residence: New York/Massachusetts
  • Interests: Baseball, Basketball, Football, R.A., People, Fun, the usual
  • Favourite movie: Wedding Crashers, Good Will Hunting, Elf,
  • Favourite band or musician: Dispatch, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Third Eye Blind
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative rock
  • Favourite artist: Van Gogh
  • Favourite poet or writer: Gerard Manly Hopkins (Pied Beauty)
  • Favourite photographer: idk
  • Favourite style of art: monotone emotional
  • Operating System: vista works fine for me
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Shell of choice: turtle?
  • Wallpaper of choice: its one looking over an ocean and its all like in shadows but one patch of sunlight gets through
  • Skin of choice: anyone thats not my own
  • Favourite game: peeka-boo (im kinda awesome at it)
  • Favourite gaming platform: 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: micky mouse
  • Personal Quote: at the end of the day the only person you have to answer to is the man in the mirror
  • Tools of the Trade: mind pencil paper

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~Merlend:iconMerlend: Mar 23, 2008, 8:56:06 PM
I like chicken, I like liver, Meow Mix, Meow Mix, please deliver!

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RAWR!
~avrilfanforever:iconavrilfanforever: Feb 9, 2008, 6:06:46 PM
Hey thanks for the add!

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Bide ye the Wiccan laws ye must, in perfect love and perfect trust.
Ye must live and let live, fairly take and fairly give.
Cast the Circle thrice about, to keep unwelcome spirits out.
To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be spoke in rhyme.
~MeeShikins:iconMeeShikins: Dec 8, 2007, 2:14:59 AM
THANK YOU lol for the fave:heart:

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Keep rolling through; that's all we can do...:damphyr:
When you're far from one thing, you're also closer to another.

:toaster: ---- makes ---- :toast:
~xtastexofxinkx:iconxtastexofxinkx: Aug 26, 2007, 1:44:16 PM
haha thanks bri love you too<3

yeah and that journal thing i kinda dont have a clue what im talking about eitherrr my minds just kinda been a mess latly. and i know your always tehre for me so i deffently give you a call sometime.
~holdxmextight:iconholdxmextight: Aug 1, 2007, 8:46:07 PM
Aww. Thank you Brian. For everything. And im so glad you have my back. You really show me that you do with your actions. Especially tonight. I really appreciate it. <3
~silkspiderwebs:iconsilkspiderwebs: Jul 24, 2007, 8:01:15 PM
Thanks for the add ^.^

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Ab extra astra.
[.from beyond the stars.]
~silkspiderwebs:iconsilkspiderwebs: Jul 20, 2007, 11:03:40 AM
Thanks for the comment. Yeah, I'm okay now. That piece was written a long time ago. I think I was in ninth grade or so. I've accepted what happened to me now. Thanks for your concern :]
Mood: Love ~Merlend:iconMerlend: Jul 19, 2007, 11:52:18 PM
But I'm as strange as they come, Silly?


~ Meaow!
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